It has really been since November since I have updated my blog. So many wonderful things have happened. The most recent being that we just found out that I am pregnant with Twins. I am excited, elated, overjoyed, and well, Scared. My hopes were to have one more baby, and with the thought of having two on the way, well, I am frightened beyond belief. I am exausted most days without exerting myself in any way at all. I used to be the one cooking, cleaning, sewing, creating, selling, ect..now all I can do is pretty much sit and rest my weary bones. I can't do the things I used to with Bella, such as go to the park, take her to museums, friends houses, ect. Any "overdoing" it in any way makes me just feel terrible. I feel like the most unhealthy person imaginable. I love to be active, go for a bike ride, maybe even take up sycronized swimming. This is all so new to me.
Don't get me wrong, I am blessed beyond all measure. God has chosen me for this task. I am eternally grateful. I can't imagine how in the world I EVER got this lucky. It is just so hard with sleepless nights, and hormone inbalances, and this is just the begining!!!!
Any of you out there with real wisdom with being pregnant with/raising twins bring it on. I just ordered this book, "When you're expecting twins". I wish it was in the mail Today!
